Extra-Ordinary Life

I know a few female friends and I met some girls who I find attractive. I used to be in a relationship but it didn't went that well since I realized a lot of flaws in me that makes me not qualified to be in a relationship. I became friends with my ex and that is better this way. But I am still in the game of waiting for "The One." I read a couple of books that talks about this topic: Love. Christian authors really have the same idea they want to convey. It is focusing on God first. Indeed, I do perfectly agree with this. That is the reason why the Bible talks about putting God first, delighting ourselves in the Lord, seeking Him first. But of course God also wants me to be happy! I deeply believe that. I focus on God now and just prayed that He would just put my love life to sleep and wake me up when I meet her. But lately I get excited just thinking about her. How God will mold and protect her. I even write notes when I miss her. I wonder what she is doing. I wonder what...

I remember a short scene in the Christian movie "Facing the Giants" where the pastor and the coach spoke to each other. The pastor spoke of a parable of two farmers praying for rain during a drought. One of the farmers prayed but didn't do anything. While the other farmer prayed and prepared the field that he has. Then the pastor asked the coach if who was the better farmer? The lesson was that it is all by FAITH. My dad currently is unemployed since he retired from his previous job to rest and also due to distance. We are not rich and not poor but we learned to live a life that leans of God's faithfulness and provisions. Prayer is indeed so powerful and effective. During a week of prayer and fasting last January 10-17. God allowed me to get really close with and and just hug His presence. As pastor EJ Del Mundo (a CCF pastor) said "Fasting is like holding your breath until you cannot hold in anymore. The next moment you catch your breath you will appreciate it s...

The title of this blog has 2 meanings. First is that Im back to blogging my thoughts. I guess I still want to blog just for my own sake since I have a lot in my mind that sometimes I dont get to share to anyone. Im not a lonely type of a person but still there will be thoughts, realizations, dreams, experiences that I would like to share. So after days of weeks of being absent blogging, Im here again! Second is "I am coming back" is a statement that Jesus said long before. And in the book of Revelations He even said that He is coming SOON! And last Saturday, January 23, I had the opportunity to attend a youth conference where Joel Rosenberg spoke. He is one an American author and also a very faithful servant of the Lord. He has the passion of studying and talking about End Times, the biblical way. Ever wondered when Jesus is coming back? Well I haven't thought of that much until now. I now understand why we need to prepare for His return. The signs that are all stated ...